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Okay. I'll just go ahead and say it.

I feel betrayed by some people who I considered close-internet friends. I won't go into name details, since I know not everyone else in my group knows what happened yet, but I will say this.

I have a great sense of humour. I can find something funny in anything, even the most serious subjects. I also have a very open mind. I don't mind talking about subjects that many people think inappropriate.

However.

What you two did wasn't funny. I was sometimes afraid to go into the chat lest my name be stolen again. I was angry and harsh at the people who I thought were awful trolls who had nothing better to do than spam the chat with stupid, slightly insulting things. I was thisclose to leaving the chat! I wasn't having fun anymore, since my names were being taken, and I was annoyed and upset at being the target for the "trolls" so much.
Then, today, I found out what was really going on. And I feel horrible, not just emotionally, but physically too. Perhaps if you had given hints (admittedly, not banning the trolls should've tipped me off, but I thought you were simply powerless to do anything), I might've been able to handle it. But you didn't. So now I'm ranting for the first time in a journal that has never been used for upsetting things. And I'm crying while I'm writing this.

I won't understand why you'd do something like this, guys, but it will be a while before I forgive you. Maybe I'll take a hiatus from the group, but I'm not sure one that. I love the rest o the rpers too much...
We'll see.
Gemini28 over and out.